urgh!

I start smoking; a fucking week later the Karma Gods fucking piss on me with the headcold from hell, 4 fucking days before prom. Joy!

I suppose I kinda deserve it, you can't grow up in this era without having the significant risks of smoking being drummed into your skull left right and centre, I know it kills, I suppose I just had the "We're all gonna die anyway" frame of mind when I started. Hmm. Well anyway I fucking walked into this one, I'm SO fucking ill, so I read up on whether smoking affects your immune system.

It does. FML.

So yeah I'm going to give up smoking before I get like massively addicted, 'cause it's only a matter of time before the damage is irreversible. It shouldn't be too hard. I've shortened my life by a few hours, and that'll do.

In the meantime, I'd better just slosh down several vile cups of black tea, gargle some fucking salt water, eat some fucking oranges and cross my fingers that I'm better by Thursday. 'Cause if I'm not, UURRRRGHHHH it'll be the biggest bitch-slap that Karma has ever given me.

ps, I am obsessed with this cover : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ejeEBlDESc
I said lend me some sugar, I am your neighbour ♥