DOUUUUUUUURRRRGHHHHHHHHHH

willpower alone failed. think I might need some help in the form of a Nicorette Inhalator. Anyway, the last few days have been fucking magic.

Friday - Brad's :)
Saturday - Brad's (with Sean, and German Shepherds :/)
Sunday - Kristy's MOUAHAHAHAHAHA
Monday - Beach with Brad and Sean, + lost my Rude Bar virginity, fucking AWESOME ♥
Tuesday - Saw my beautiful long-lost wusband Miss Tara Boyland for a lovely catchup. :)
Wednesday - Torquay with Tara, got a ears pierced again.

Unfortuantely the series of marvellous events has had to be interrupted by ICT tomorrow BLOODY PAIN IN THE FUCKING ASS BECAUSE I CAN'T GET A DISTINCTION but hopefully shall be followed by 12 weeks of undisturbed bliss.

IF I CAN GET A FLIPPIN' JOB!!
I applied for Choice Words ffs. CHOICE WORDS. I AM AN ATHEIST. D:

Or am I?
I actually had a bit of a debate about this; me and Tara were talking about religion and we came onto the subject of where we stand in terms of our own religious beliefs. I said I was an atheist, and Tara said she was agonostic. Then I thought ... hang on, I believe in Karma, which is an outside force, just as "God" would be, were He to exist. I don't believe that there is a God, but I do believe in Karma, which is a Buddhist belief. So am I Buddhist? Or should I say that I'm agnostic, seeing as I'm not sure? Thiiiiiiiings that make ya go HMMMMMMMMM. :)

So yeah, anyway. Gonna stretch my ear lobe, I don't want it to be all massive and dangly and gross, but I want one of those coloured flesh tubes. Rude' was full of loads of HOT people with stretched ears, so for a fiver, why the hell shouldn't I ruin my ear lobes? Was tempted to "ruin my pretty face with further ironmongery" but chickened out, 'cause nose piercings hurt :/ next time I get money, I'll get either angel bites or snake bites. 'Though I have no idea atm 'cause I'll probably just pussy out again xDD.

Anyway, I have a personal statement to write, and I need to shower, and send an important email, and do lots and lots of thinking, because that Rash Decision that was good at the time, has caused me to be rather hurt and confused.
GAAARGH.

That was a nice ramble; I haven't been on the internet since Sunday xD.
PEACE OUT.
♥