2011 has literally been the best year of my life. It's absolutely unbelievable how hugely my life changed; it did a complete U-turn and I went from being an overweight, self-loathing teenager to an independent and confident young woman in just 365 days. Life will be so much easier now.
I changed because I fell in love. That 'truly madly deeply' kind of love, which creeps up on you and knocks you off your feet. The 'constant butterflies' love. And with this new love, came an exciting new lifestyle of passion and adventure. I lost a hell of a lot of weight because I wasn't comfort eating anymore. I stopped cutting. I started going out, socialising, partying. My confidence grew and I stopped dressing like a bloke and started wearing nice clothes. I developed different music tastes. I relaxed. I started travelling and going to all sorts of gigs and festivals. I felt beautiful. Life was beautiful.
October was probably the month where I got a huge wake-up call. Somebody up there must have wanted me to know I wasn't doing things right. I lost my boyfriend and put a permanent end to my college education. I thought my life was over. But despite this blip, life is STILL beautiful.
I have learnt so much about myself. Even if they're not good things to know about oneself, it's a good thing to have learned them. College didn't work because I stopped trying. Now I'm working my ass off full-time at Debenhams and I fucking love it. The relationship didn't work because we stopped trying. Now we're rekindling our old love and I feel like a lovesick teenager all over again, despite being mere weeks away from adulthood.
My last blog said I was scared about growing up, and I think I'm happy because I've grown up so much. I have a full-time job with a big company and while the money isn't great, I'm still proud of what I achieve every time I go there - a huge sense of importance. People need me at work. Nobody needed me at college. Quitting college was a spur-of-the-moment decision, but it was the best decision I have ever made. I do not need a fucking degree or a high-flying career. I want to continue this blissful life, a life of hard work that is rewarded with an overwhelming amount of happiness and freedom. I can go anywhere, do anything.
The biggest thing I've learnt from this year?
If you want something badly enough, you'll fucking try for it. Strive, push and reach for it, and you'll get it.
Despite the hiccup in the latter months, 2011 has been absolutely wonderful. Looking forward to starting afresh next year to create more beautiful memories with the people I adore.
Peace out.
Sunday, 11 December 2011
Thursday, 5 May 2011
Jasper Beswick ♥
Jasper,
I just want to tell you that you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. From the very moment I saw you, I knew I had to have you. I was in love with you from the first time we spoke. I was drawn in by your charm, your charisma, your looks, your flirty comments, and just the fact that you seemed to care about me, and understand me, more than anyone else seemed to. I remember exactly how you kissed me that night. It was perfect. You are perfect.
You give me the strength to drag myself out of bed in the morning and face the world. You make me feel beautiful. You do everything the perfect boyfriend should; you wipe away my tears, you kiss me in front of your friends, you hold me when we sleep, and you listen to me.
I love our playfights and I love our random phone conversations. I love it when you make those faces to make me laugh when I'm sad, and the fact that you're so damn cute when you sleep. I love just being able to fall into your arms when I'm upset, I love the sweet names you give me, I love your passion and I love how intelligent and articulate you are. I love how you look at me with those amazing eyes and kiss me with those amazing lips. I love you, Jasper Beswick, so much, so so so much, I almost can't believe how much I love you. You have completed me.
I have waited so long for someone like you. You are my soulmate, my one true love, the very reason for my existance. Without you, I am nothing. I cannot wait to become Mrs Sasha Beswick, and spend the rest of my life loving you.
I love you more and more everyday, Jasper.
♥
I just want to tell you that you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. From the very moment I saw you, I knew I had to have you. I was in love with you from the first time we spoke. I was drawn in by your charm, your charisma, your looks, your flirty comments, and just the fact that you seemed to care about me, and understand me, more than anyone else seemed to. I remember exactly how you kissed me that night. It was perfect. You are perfect.
You give me the strength to drag myself out of bed in the morning and face the world. You make me feel beautiful. You do everything the perfect boyfriend should; you wipe away my tears, you kiss me in front of your friends, you hold me when we sleep, and you listen to me.
I love our playfights and I love our random phone conversations. I love it when you make those faces to make me laugh when I'm sad, and the fact that you're so damn cute when you sleep. I love just being able to fall into your arms when I'm upset, I love the sweet names you give me, I love your passion and I love how intelligent and articulate you are. I love how you look at me with those amazing eyes and kiss me with those amazing lips. I love you, Jasper Beswick, so much, so so so much, I almost can't believe how much I love you. You have completed me.
I have waited so long for someone like you. You are my soulmate, my one true love, the very reason for my existance. Without you, I am nothing. I cannot wait to become Mrs Sasha Beswick, and spend the rest of my life loving you.
I love you more and more everyday, Jasper.
♥
Monday, 3 January 2011
The underlined ones apply to me.
My Personality
■I’m loud
■I’m obnoxious
■I’m sarcastic
■I’m Cocky
■I cry easily
■I have a bad temper
■for the most part, I don’t like people
■I’m easy to get along with
■I have more enemies than friends
■I’ve Smoked
■I’ve smoked weed
■I drink coffee
■I clean my room daily
My Appearance:
■I wear makeup
■I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
■I wear contacts
■I wear glasses
■I have braces
■I change my hair color often
■I straighten my hair often
■I have piercings
■I have small feet
Relationships:
■I’m in a relationship now
■I’m single
■I’m crushing
■I’m in love
■I’m always scared of being hurt
■An ex has physically abused me, at least once
■I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
■I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
■I’ve been in love more than two times
■I believe in love at first sight
Friendships:
■I have a bestfriend
■I have at least ten friends
■I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
■I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend (not physical)
■I can trust at least five people with my life
Experiences:
■I’ve been on a plane
■I’ve been on a train
■Someone close to me has died
■I’ve taken a taxi
■I’ve taken a city bus
■I’ve taken a school bus
■I’ve gone bungee jumping
■I’ve made a speech
■I’ve been in some sort of club
■I’ve won an award
■I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
■I’ve been in a physical fight
Music:
■I listen to R&B
■I listen to country
■I listen to pop
■I listen to techno
■I listen to rock
■Im one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
■I hate the radio
■I buy CDs sometimes
Television:
■I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
■I watch soap operas daily
■I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
■I’ve seen and liked the OC
■I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
■I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
■I’ve seen and liked Popular
■I’ve seen and liked 24
■I’ve seen and liked CSI
■I’ve seen and liked Everwood
Family Life:
■I get along with both of my parents
■My biological parents are still together
■I have at least one brother
■I have at least one sister
■I have at least one step brother/sister
■I have at least one half brother/sister
■I’ve been kicked out of my house
■I’ve ran away from home
■I’ve made my parents cry
■I’ve lied to my parents
■I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
■I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
■I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
■I don’t live with my parents
■Parents are screwed up and gone
Hair:
■I’ve been brown
■I’ve had streaks
■I’ve cut my hair in the past year
■I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
■I’ve been blonde
■I’ve been red
■I’ve been light brown
■I’ve been medium brown
■I’ve been blue/green
■I’ve gotten my hair thinned
■I use conditioner
■I’ve used Silk Therapy
■I’ve used hot oil treatments
■I’ve curled my hair
■I’ve straightened my hair
■I’ve ironed my hair
■I’ve braided my hair
School:
■I’ve yelled at a teacher
■I’ve been suspended
■I’ve had an in-school suspension
■I’ve been sent to the principals office
■I’ve walked out of class
■I’ve skipped an entire day of school
■I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
■I’ve failed a test
■I’ve cheated on a test
■I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
■I’ve failed art
■I’ve failed PE
■I’ve failed math
■I’ve failed science
■I’ve failed another class
■A teacher has called my parents
■I’m loud
■I’m obnoxious
■I’m sarcastic
■I’m Cocky
■I cry easily
■I have a bad temper
■for the most part, I don’t like people
■I’m easy to get along with
■I have more enemies than friends
■I’ve Smoked
■I’ve smoked weed
■I drink coffee
■I clean my room daily
My Appearance:
■I wear makeup
■I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
■I wear contacts
■I wear glasses
■I have braces
■I change my hair color often
■I straighten my hair often
■I have piercings
■I have small feet
Relationships:
■I’m in a relationship now
■I’m single
■I’m crushing
■I’m in love
■I’m always scared of being hurt
■An ex has physically abused me, at least once
■I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
■I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
■I’ve been in love more than two times
■I believe in love at first sight
Friendships:
■I have a bestfriend
■I have at least ten friends
■I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
■I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend (not physical)
■I can trust at least five people with my life
Experiences:
■I’ve been on a plane
■I’ve been on a train
■Someone close to me has died
■I’ve taken a taxi
■I’ve taken a city bus
■I’ve taken a school bus
■I’ve gone bungee jumping
■I’ve made a speech
■I’ve been in some sort of club
■I’ve won an award
■I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
■I’ve been in a physical fight
Music:
■I listen to R&B
■I listen to country
■I listen to pop
■I listen to techno
■I listen to rock
■Im one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
■I hate the radio
■I buy CDs sometimes
Television:
■I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
■I watch soap operas daily
■I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
■I’ve seen and liked the OC
■I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
■I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
■I’ve seen and liked Popular
■I’ve seen and liked 24
■I’ve seen and liked CSI
■I’ve seen and liked Everwood
Family Life:
■I get along with both of my parents
■My biological parents are still together
■I have at least one brother
■I have at least one sister
■I have at least one step brother/sister
■I have at least one half brother/sister
■I’ve been kicked out of my house
■I’ve ran away from home
■I’ve made my parents cry
■I’ve lied to my parents
■I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
■I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
■I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
■I don’t live with my parents
■Parents are screwed up and gone
Hair:
■I’ve been brown
■I’ve had streaks
■I’ve cut my hair in the past year
■I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
■I’ve been blonde
■I’ve been red
■I’ve been light brown
■I’ve been medium brown
■I’ve been blue/green
■I’ve gotten my hair thinned
■I use conditioner
■I’ve used Silk Therapy
■I’ve used hot oil treatments
■I’ve curled my hair
■I’ve straightened my hair
■I’ve ironed my hair
■I’ve braided my hair
School:
■I’ve yelled at a teacher
■I’ve been suspended
■I’ve had an in-school suspension
■I’ve been sent to the principals office
■I’ve walked out of class
■I’ve skipped an entire day of school
■I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
■I’ve failed a test
■I’ve cheated on a test
■I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
■I’ve failed art
■I’ve failed PE
■I’ve failed math
■I’ve failed science
■I’ve failed another class
■A teacher has called my parents
Sunday, 2 January 2011
2010 was pretty shit, but also a very ... eyeopening year. I have done more things this year than in any other. I think this is the year I actually started to grow up.
I mean, as you'll see by my blogs, someone really truly broke my heart this year, and in all honesty, I'm still trying to come to terms with it. It's been 7 months now but I still replay every last detail in my head. It's sad really. I've met so many amazing new people and yet I cling onto someone who has hurt me beyond words.
2010 was definitely the year I fucked shit up. I lost friends, lost boyfriends, started smoking, and put all my lost weight back on again. I don't suppose those things matter now, they're kind of trivial, but I guess everything happens for a reason. Probably to teach me a lesson, but I never fucking learn from my mistakes, which is something I need to kick. I'd probably benefit from losing a stone and stopping smoking too. Meh.
Now I think about it, weirdly, 2010 was also when I properly made an effort to get a grip on my own life. I was working REALLY hard at school, like, studying every single day and sometimes through the night, and I got pretty good GCSE results. I then went on to work 7 different jobs.
I royally fucked things up at college between September and December and I hope I can salvage something. I just haven't been trying. I'd been skipping lessons to go take drugs and go shopping and have coffee and blah blah blah, it's fucking pathetic. I need to make an effort in college now, a proper effort.
2010
The last few weeks of Coombeshead.
Going to Dawlish...
Camping.
Parties.
Starting college.
Protests + occupations ♥
Gigs.
I mean, these things don't seem much at all. Not to you. But they do to me, they mean more to me than anyone, and I miss the memories and the people so much. I wish I could rewind and be 16 again and live all the memories again. I've fucked things up, things now are nowhere as good as they were. I want my old friends back. I'm actually sobbing as I write this, I really can't believe how much everything's changed. I don't want to grow up. I hate EVERYTHING that's going on right now. It's all gone to shit.
2011 had better be fucking incredible.
Fuck this.
I mean, as you'll see by my blogs, someone really truly broke my heart this year, and in all honesty, I'm still trying to come to terms with it. It's been 7 months now but I still replay every last detail in my head. It's sad really. I've met so many amazing new people and yet I cling onto someone who has hurt me beyond words.
2010 was definitely the year I fucked shit up. I lost friends, lost boyfriends, started smoking, and put all my lost weight back on again. I don't suppose those things matter now, they're kind of trivial, but I guess everything happens for a reason. Probably to teach me a lesson, but I never fucking learn from my mistakes, which is something I need to kick. I'd probably benefit from losing a stone and stopping smoking too. Meh.
Now I think about it, weirdly, 2010 was also when I properly made an effort to get a grip on my own life. I was working REALLY hard at school, like, studying every single day and sometimes through the night, and I got pretty good GCSE results. I then went on to work 7 different jobs.
I royally fucked things up at college between September and December and I hope I can salvage something. I just haven't been trying. I'd been skipping lessons to go take drugs and go shopping and have coffee and blah blah blah, it's fucking pathetic. I need to make an effort in college now, a proper effort.
2010
The last few weeks of Coombeshead.
Going to Dawlish...
Camping.
Parties.
Starting college.
Protests + occupations ♥
Gigs.
I mean, these things don't seem much at all. Not to you. But they do to me, they mean more to me than anyone, and I miss the memories and the people so much. I wish I could rewind and be 16 again and live all the memories again. I've fucked things up, things now are nowhere as good as they were. I want my old friends back. I'm actually sobbing as I write this, I really can't believe how much everything's changed. I don't want to grow up. I hate EVERYTHING that's going on right now. It's all gone to shit.
2011 had better be fucking incredible.
Fuck this.
Monday, 27 December 2010
Drunken Omegle fun!
Stranger: 26 m uk. Looking for a younger girl ;)
You: i'm 12
You: :D
Stranger: Really? :)
You: yeah :P
Stranger: F?
You: Obviously :)
You: LICK MY ASSHOLE
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
Stranger: hey
You: hi :)
Stranger: whats up?
You: not much, just fingering myself
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
You: I touch kids
Stranger: oh.
You: they touch me back
Stranger: good touch or bad touch?
You: a very very good one!
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
You: Hello young man
Stranger: 25 m here ... u ?
You: 37 f looking for a dirty toy boy
Stranger: ;)
Stranger: ur search ends here
You: Wow!
You: So describe yourself
You: I'm getting moist darling
Stranger: horny fckin horny
You: hahaha that makes two of us
You: want my number for some dirty phone sex?
Stranger: yo
You: sorry?
Stranger: i mean yes
You: :D
You: my name is Sasha :)
You: hang on just a sec :)
You: 07500345795908
You: call me straight away babe x
Stranger: ur name ?
You: Sasha
Stranger: okie
Stranger: jus 1 more tin
You: yes darling?
Stranger: thing
Stranger: cn i hv ur fb profile link
You: Add me I'm Sasha Duke
Stranger: u frm ?
You: Torquay
Stranger: wheres tht ?
You: it's in the UK :)
Stranger: k
Stranger: me in india
You: Ahh well I like arranged marriages!
You: call me babe x
Stranger: i dnt think internatonal calls are allowed frm my mobile
Stranger: cn u call ?
You: sorry no
You: YOU KNOW WHAT, FUCK YOU, I HATE YOU
Stranger: y cnt u call ?
You have disconnected.
You: i'm 12
You: :D
Stranger: Really? :)
You: yeah :P
Stranger: F?
You: Obviously :)
You: LICK MY ASSHOLE
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
Stranger: hey
You: hi :)
Stranger: whats up?
You: not much, just fingering myself
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
You: I touch kids
Stranger: oh.
You: they touch me back
Stranger: good touch or bad touch?
You: a very very good one!
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
You: Hello young man
Stranger: 25 m here ... u ?
You: 37 f looking for a dirty toy boy
Stranger: ;)
Stranger: ur search ends here
You: Wow!
You: So describe yourself
You: I'm getting moist darling
Stranger: horny fckin horny
You: hahaha that makes two of us
You: want my number for some dirty phone sex?
Stranger: yo
You: sorry?
Stranger: i mean yes
You: :D
You: my name is Sasha :)
You: hang on just a sec :)
You: 07500345795908
You: call me straight away babe x
Stranger: ur name ?
You: Sasha
Stranger: okie
Stranger: jus 1 more tin
You: yes darling?
Stranger: thing
Stranger: cn i hv ur fb profile link
You: Add me I'm Sasha Duke
Stranger: u frm ?
You: Torquay
Stranger: wheres tht ?
You: it's in the UK :)
Stranger: k
Stranger: me in india
You: Ahh well I like arranged marriages!
You: call me babe x
Stranger: i dnt think internatonal calls are allowed frm my mobile
Stranger: cn u call ?
You: sorry no
You: YOU KNOW WHAT, FUCK YOU, I HATE YOU
Stranger: y cnt u call ?
You have disconnected.
Sunday, 19 December 2010
Inspirational Quotes
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe.
"People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe.
"Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius. It is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring, when it comes down to it, let them think what they want, if they care enough to bother with what I do then I’m already better than them anyway." - Marilyn Monroe.
...
“Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for everything.” - Paris Hilton.
“When people you don't even know hate you, that's when you know you're the best.” - Paris Hilton.
"I'm too busy acting like I'm not Naive. I've seen it all, I was here first." - Kurt Cobain.
"Rather be dead than cool." - Kurt Cobain.
"The duty of youth is to challenge corruption." - Kurt Cobain.
“All you need in this life is ignorance and confidence, and then success is sure.”
"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do."
"Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go."
“Get mad, then get over it.”
“Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can’t lose.”
“I don’t believe in looking back. If you make a decision that you think is the proper one at the time, then that’s the correct decision.”
"Being popular is a fucking JOKE and all those people that think they're hot shit now will soon be pregnant and work at Walmart. Beauty doesn't last forever" - Jeffree Star.
"DO WHATEVER THE FUCK you want because you only live once and if I die tomorrow, I wanna die HAPPY. I don't wanna WISH I did something... I DO it every day. I'm ME and no one is gonna tell me I shouldn't do this or that.. & this goes for everyone. It doesn't matter if you're family or friends dont truly understand you. YOU have to be happy. Because who else matters in the end?" - Jeffree Star.
"the lower you fall, the higher you climb." - Jeffree Star.
"Just because I'm skinny doesnt mean that I'm not fucking crazy" - Jeffree Star.
"Try and be honest for a second. Don't lie to me or say what you think I wanna hear... The truth is dangerous."
“when we think we know people inside out and we think we know what's best for them we should try to remember we don't even know what's best for ourselves." - Hayley Williams.
"The thing is, our generation, we fight every day to get through life." - Hayley Williams.
"Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand." - Hayley Williams.
"This is what I've learned, in my life: Headbanging is crucial. Growing up is hard to do. There's nothing wrong with wearing a dress." - Hayley Williams.
"i’m so glad I’m not allergic to nuts. number 1 cause I love peanut butter and number 2 cause my life is comprised of about 95% boys. " - Hayley Williams.
“Life rules, and there’s no room for hate. So if you don’t like me, go punch yourself in the face.” - Hayley Williams.
“I have an obsession with old Hollywood and a very glamorous side. And I’m definately a hopeless romantic. And I love flowers.” - Hayley Williams.
"Most are insecure, but only a few can hide it.” - Hayley Williams.
"Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore." - lady gaga.
"... I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you that you are afraid to share with anyone because I love you that much."
— Lady Gaga.
"Well, that's your opinion, isn't it? And I'm not about to waste my time trying to change it."
— Lady Gaga.
"cause it's a hard life, with love in the world. and i'm a hard girl, loving me is like chewing on pearls." - lady gaga.
"you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loves before, she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be prefect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - Bob Marley.
"you're so fxcking easy, easy to break."
In one way or another I've always suffered. I didn't know why exactly. But I do know that I'm not so scared of suffering now. I feel more than I've ever felt and I've found someone to feel with. To play with. To love in a way that feels right for me. I hope he knows that I can see that he suffers too. And that I want to love him. - Secretary
The moment somebody says to me, "This is very risky," is the moment it becomes attractive to me. - Kate Capshaw
"(Women) are not just there to be admired, they are there to be enjoyed." - Ellen Von Unwerth.
"I love all the old pictures--of spanking and Bettie Page and corsets. But you can't do spanking in fashion, so I wanted to do a project where I could really let go and get girls who also love those things." - Ellen Von Unwerth
"People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe.
"Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius. It is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring, when it comes down to it, let them think what they want, if they care enough to bother with what I do then I’m already better than them anyway." - Marilyn Monroe.
...
“Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for everything.” - Paris Hilton.
“When people you don't even know hate you, that's when you know you're the best.” - Paris Hilton.
"I'm too busy acting like I'm not Naive. I've seen it all, I was here first." - Kurt Cobain.
"Rather be dead than cool." - Kurt Cobain.
"The duty of youth is to challenge corruption." - Kurt Cobain.
“All you need in this life is ignorance and confidence, and then success is sure.”
"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do."
"Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go."
“Get mad, then get over it.”
“Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can’t lose.”
“I don’t believe in looking back. If you make a decision that you think is the proper one at the time, then that’s the correct decision.”
"Being popular is a fucking JOKE and all those people that think they're hot shit now will soon be pregnant and work at Walmart. Beauty doesn't last forever" - Jeffree Star.
"DO WHATEVER THE FUCK you want because you only live once and if I die tomorrow, I wanna die HAPPY. I don't wanna WISH I did something... I DO it every day. I'm ME and no one is gonna tell me I shouldn't do this or that.. & this goes for everyone. It doesn't matter if you're family or friends dont truly understand you. YOU have to be happy. Because who else matters in the end?" - Jeffree Star.
"the lower you fall, the higher you climb." - Jeffree Star.
"Just because I'm skinny doesnt mean that I'm not fucking crazy" - Jeffree Star.
"Try and be honest for a second. Don't lie to me or say what you think I wanna hear... The truth is dangerous."
“when we think we know people inside out and we think we know what's best for them we should try to remember we don't even know what's best for ourselves." - Hayley Williams.
"The thing is, our generation, we fight every day to get through life." - Hayley Williams.
"Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand." - Hayley Williams.
"This is what I've learned, in my life: Headbanging is crucial. Growing up is hard to do. There's nothing wrong with wearing a dress." - Hayley Williams.
"i’m so glad I’m not allergic to nuts. number 1 cause I love peanut butter and number 2 cause my life is comprised of about 95% boys. " - Hayley Williams.
“Life rules, and there’s no room for hate. So if you don’t like me, go punch yourself in the face.” - Hayley Williams.
“I have an obsession with old Hollywood and a very glamorous side. And I’m definately a hopeless romantic. And I love flowers.” - Hayley Williams.
"Most are insecure, but only a few can hide it.” - Hayley Williams.
"Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore." - lady gaga.
"... I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you that you are afraid to share with anyone because I love you that much."
— Lady Gaga.
"Well, that's your opinion, isn't it? And I'm not about to waste my time trying to change it."
— Lady Gaga.
"cause it's a hard life, with love in the world. and i'm a hard girl, loving me is like chewing on pearls." - lady gaga.
"you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loves before, she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be prefect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - Bob Marley.
"you're so fxcking easy, easy to break."
In one way or another I've always suffered. I didn't know why exactly. But I do know that I'm not so scared of suffering now. I feel more than I've ever felt and I've found someone to feel with. To play with. To love in a way that feels right for me. I hope he knows that I can see that he suffers too. And that I want to love him. - Secretary
The moment somebody says to me, "This is very risky," is the moment it becomes attractive to me. - Kate Capshaw
"(Women) are not just there to be admired, they are there to be enjoyed." - Ellen Von Unwerth.
"I love all the old pictures--of spanking and Bettie Page and corsets. But you can't do spanking in fashion, so I wanted to do a project where I could really let go and get girls who also love those things." - Ellen Von Unwerth
Sunday, 21 November 2010
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Blogspot, it's been too long, far too long.
This last month or so has been highly depressing and I'm in the process of applying to see a psychiatrist. I have awful days and relatively alright days. But recently things have slowly fallen into place and I think I'm on the mend.
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
♥ This is all I've wanted, for so, so, so long. He completes me. I know it's only been 3 days of a 'proper' relationship but I've had these feelings for so long, and now I can scream it from the rooftops. He's perfect and I love him. He's mine. Richie is mine. And it's the best feeling in the world.
Also, JESS TITLEY IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE FUCKING WORLD.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I have three jobs, I have amazing friends, a wonderful boyfriend and things are just sooooooo good. I know for a fact that this happiness won't last, but fucking hell, I love this feeling and I'm going to do my best to prolong it.
I LOVE JESS.
I LOVE RICHARD.
I LOVE MY JOBS.
I LOVE COLLEGE.
I LOVE MY LIFE.
This last month or so has been highly depressing and I'm in the process of applying to see a psychiatrist. I have awful days and relatively alright days. But recently things have slowly fallen into place and I think I'm on the mend.
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
♥ This is all I've wanted, for so, so, so long. He completes me. I know it's only been 3 days of a 'proper' relationship but I've had these feelings for so long, and now I can scream it from the rooftops. He's perfect and I love him. He's mine. Richie is mine. And it's the best feeling in the world.
Also, JESS TITLEY IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE FUCKING WORLD.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I have three jobs, I have amazing friends, a wonderful boyfriend and things are just sooooooo good. I know for a fact that this happiness won't last, but fucking hell, I love this feeling and I'm going to do my best to prolong it.
I LOVE JESS.
I LOVE RICHARD.
I LOVE MY JOBS.
I LOVE COLLEGE.
I LOVE MY LIFE.
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