gary.

Gary. Gary-gum. Gary Glitter. Jesus. Stacey Slater. Jess.

My best friend in the entire world.
Hmm I was gonna write something massive and long and gushy about my undying love for you, and then I realised it's just impossible to articulate. Basically I love you so much, probably more than anything or anyone in the entire bloody world. I was gonna say "apart from McDonalds" but then I realised that most of my Maccy D experiences have been based on you not wanting to get a Big Mac meal by yourself. So yeah.

Thank you for helping me see the funny side when I really didn't believe there was one. Thanks for making me laugh so hard I honestly didn't think I was going to make it to the top of Haytor. Thanks for letting my FFs stretch your favourite top and letting me limp through Bovey Tracey in your gorgeous high heels. Thank you for letting me witness your stepdad turning into the hulk -_- these are getting waaay to specific.

Basically I want to thank you for each and every day that you have existed and made a difference to my life. Our hippie nights, our fun shopping days (normally ending up at McDonalds) and our little arguments that normally end in us walking to walk .. every moment I spend with you is precious and I hope we have 100000s more. Going to different schools shouldn't stop us being as close as we are now ... whenever you need me babe, call me, or throw a rock through my window, whatevs .... I'll be there, because you've always been there for me.

I love you Gary!
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byesie-bye coombeshead !

11 years of compulsory education are over, done, finished. I never ever ever thought that day would come, but it did. fuck's sake, I actually thought I'd be happy to leave. Decided to make some resolutions.
1. Do not drink subsequently after being upset by a major milestone^

Well that's what I've got so far. FML

the end of an era.

So in 23 hours' time, I will no longer be in compulsory education. Sure I'll still have exams until the 14th June and I'll have the odd revision sesh, but officially ... I'm leaving school tomorrow. Fucking hell. The last 5 years have been a fucking blast, I really don't know what to say. *ffs* this is a really cliché blog, there are probably hundreds of bloggers like OOOO i'm leaving and it's so sad, and normally, Cynical Me would, in typical cynic fashion, be cynical. Urgh it's not that sad, get over it! Srsly guys you get a 12-week summer, just get over it. It's only school. But, weirdly, I'm as overcome as everyone else. I actually cried today, and it's not even the last day O.o
I've spent 5 years drifting in and out of different cliques, falling out with old friends, making new ones and basically just growing up, I suppose. Going around to people and teachers like "please sign this book, I'm leaving :D" it's like FUCK this is actually real. This time next year I will have nearly finished my AS levels, AAARGH! Life is hurtling past at an alarming rate and I love (most of) the people I've met along the way:

MASSIVE ♥ to Lauren Gary & Abbie for generally sticking with me, despite the ridiculous arguments. Equally large amount of ♥ to Hanna, George, Dommeh, Amber, Luke, Liam, Ben, Jamie, George, Richard, Marfi, Leon, Jason, Jordan B, Brad, Emily, Chloe, Jake, Joel, Lilly, Ryan, Shaun and Jordan M for making life so funny and enjoyable and amazing, especially over the last 12 months.

There are a few people who I will not miss in the slightest, and a few things about school that I will be glad to see the back of. Eg, maths, science and the early starts. Now I think about it, I'm probably going to miss a hell of a lot more than I first thought :/ it hurts to say it, but at the same time, it is the most liberating, wonderful thing in the whole wide world.

I AM LEAVING SCHOOL TOMORROW!
:)