GCSE results.

French - A* - I didn't even fucking try.

Photography - A - I worked my FUCKING tits off for months on end, sometimes working in the middle of the night to complete extra assignments that I did out of choice, 'cause I thought it'd give me extra brownie points. Evidently not. Extremely disappointed.

English language - A - How the HELL did I manage that?! I fucking bullshat the entire way through. Miracles do happen.

German - A - I have nothing to say about this one. I should have pushed myself harder.

Media Studies - A - Again, should have tried harder.

Product Design - B - Ehhh, this one was a nightmare. I tried really hard and I guess it matches my efforts.

Maths - C - YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YESYES this is the one result I'm happy with.

RE - C - surprised I didn't do better tbh, I thought I'd nailed it.

Science - D - Man I don't even care about science.


I want to resit English to get an A*. I should have done so much better.
I worked SO hard in photography, you can't fathom the amount of time I spent on it, I was constantly reaching for an A*, stretching myself to the limits, and I got a fucking A. Everyone says it's brilliant but it really isn't. How would you feel if you worked your tits off, and didn't get the grade you wanted? I honestly thought I'd nailed it. I deserved that fucking A*.

Massive relief I've passed maths and English. Science can fuck off and so can RE.

All-in-all, very disappointed in myself.