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Blogspot, it's been too long, far too long.

This last month or so has been highly depressing and I'm in the process of applying to see a psychiatrist. I have awful days and relatively alright days. But recently things have slowly fallen into place and I think I'm on the mend.

RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND
RICHARD MADDISON IS MY BOYFRIEND

♥ This is all I've wanted, for so, so, so long. He completes me. I know it's only been 3 days of a 'proper' relationship but I've had these feelings for so long, and now I can scream it from the rooftops. He's perfect and I love him. He's mine. Richie is mine. And it's the best feeling in the world.


Also, JESS TITLEY IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE FUCKING WORLD.
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I have three jobs, I have amazing friends, a wonderful boyfriend and things are just sooooooo good. I know for a fact that this happiness won't last, but fucking hell, I love this feeling and I'm going to do my best to prolong it.


I LOVE JESS.
I LOVE RICHARD.
I LOVE MY JOBS.
I LOVE COLLEGE.
I LOVE MY LIFE.